Jess Finds Out

Since the weather had gotten better, the Stevens had been working on their pool. Yesterday, Jess texted Beth and asked her to come over for a poolside cookout. Beth really wanted to go; however, looking at our bathing suit choices, we figured there was no way we would be able to play off our secret. She texted her back, saying that we had no bathing suits.

Jess quickly replied that that she had some that we could borrow. Beth was fine with that; however, it would be painfully clear that I was a boy with my lack of top parts and excess of bottom parts. They knew that I had a really small cup size (non-existent) but never questioned it; however, I would not be able to keep a bikini top up. Beth texted Jess about my problem and Jess responded by saying that we would make something work.

Beth said that we could go over there and if we couldn’t figure something out, we could come back home. I told her that that was nonsense and I would just sit out of swimming. She agreed and we headed over to the Stevens. I was wearing a sundress since we had gone outside to play earlier that day and Beth was wearing one of her new ‘college girl’ outfits.

When we knocked on the door, Jess answered and led us upstairs to change into our suits. She handed Beth hers and she tried it on. It fit perfectly, Beth looked stunning. Next she handed me a top and told me to try it on. I was reluctant. Beth coughed, hinting for Jess to get out of the room. She didn’t get it. Beth whispered something into Jess’s ear, which prompted Jess to leave.

I wanted to know what Beth had said. She just told her that because of my problem, I was embarassed to change in front of others. Jess bought it, so I was fine with it. I stepped out of my sundress and started to put the top on. It didn’t even come close to fitting. I slid my sundress back on and Beth told Jess she could re-enter.

Jess was disappointed to hear that it didn’t fit, but she said she might have another solution. She handed me another set. She informed us that they had spare suits hanging around for when there was family gatherings and this was one intended for her younger cousin.  Looking it over, it was purple with hearts that looked like they were drawn in chalk.

Jess left the room and I slid the top over my head. I adjusted it so that it covered my “boobs”. I threw the ribbon around my neck. Beth looked it over.  There was a small amount of clevage from my pectorial muscles, so it looked like I just had really small boobs. I tried to slide the bottoms over my diaper, but a lot of it stuck out and you could clearly tell I had a childish diaper on. Beth had another idea. She went into Jess’s drawers and pulled out a pair of black shorts. She had me slide them on and then tied them really tight. The shorts had the word cheer across the back. It was still painfully obvious that I had a diaper on; however, it covered up the designs.

She called Jess back in. She told Jess that she borrowed some shorts because I was self-conscious. Jess said everything was fine and assured me that it was barely noticeable. She was a terrible liar, but at least she thought it was an adult diaper.

I threw my sundress back on and we followed Jess out back to the pool. We were greeted by the Stevens. They were not the only ones though: Roy, 2 of his friends, and 2 girls Jess’s age were all in the pool. Jess prompted us to jump in. Beth pulled her close and told her that I wasn’t going to expose my diaper to strangers. She assured us that it was fine and that she already told them. Beth went beet red, although I was the one that should have been embarassed.

Beth overcame her shame and said that since they already knew, we might as well. Beth and Jess jumped in. I slid off my dress once more and walked towards the stairs. I was not a strong swimmer, so I planned on chilling in the shallow end. As I was entering, everybody was looking at me. I walked faster, so where my shoulders were submerged in the water.

Since I didn’t have a swim diaper on, there was an uneasy feeling in my diaper. I reached for a noodle and placed it behind me and under my arms. Back home, swimming was easy because I either had floaties or was placed in my duckie tube; here I had to play it off better. I kicked my way towards Beth.

We floated around and talked, as we waited for our food. Jess’s friends were also seniors at her school. One played soccer and the other was in track. I found out some other things and was glad when non of them addressed my diaper or the fact I didn’t leave the noodle.

Eventually, the food was done and we all got out of the pool. If my diaper wasn’t noticeable before, the sag assured that it would be now. It was so heavy, that the tabs had ripped and it was being supported by my bathing suit bottoms. I told Beth and she told me to ignore it until after we eat and I complied.

After eating, Beth had me follow her back to our house so I could change. I think everybody knew why we had left but once again, nobody had said anything. When we got back to the house, Beth had me lay on the changing table in our living room. As she was changing me, the door opened. It was Jess.

She barged in the house and stopped. She looked around and saw what was happening. Time was frozen for Beth and I, as our secret was now out. Jess was shocked but proceeded to hand Beth her phone. “You left your phone over at my house and got three calls. I didn’t know how long you’d be, so I came over to give it to you.” Beth took the phone but still didn’t say anything. Jess approached the changing table, luckily my diaper was taped up. “What the hell?” Jess muttered.

That was when Beth began pouring out an explanation. She said that I lived as a baby and that since she couldn’t afford college, I was allowing her to live here for free, as long as she agreed to act as my mother. A bunch of lies that sounded as they were rehearsed. She added that I wanted to keep it a secret so that is why people didn’t say anything. She continued to pour out an explanation, even outing that I was a man.

Jess was weirded out and I was shocked that Beth had lied about what was really happening. She threw me under the bus. Jess called me a sicko and told me that if I really wanted to be a baby girl, then she could treat me like a baby girl. She dragged me off the changing table and started to lead me outside.

“What are you doing?” I exclaimed, while I broke free, determined not to let her drag me outside. “If you want to be a little girl, then we will make it happen.” she said. She then noticed the pink diaper bag laying near the changing table. She began to fill it with some diapers. She also grabbed a couple of bottles, and the pair of pajamas that I had changed out of earlier, that were still laying on the floor.

“I can’t believe you make this poor girl pretend to be your Mom, you creep. Well, now you are going to spend some time with Aunt Jess.” she continued to rant. “But-” I started to say, trying to explain the real situation. She grabbed a pacifier and shoved it in my mouth. I spit it out which caused her to slap me hard across the face. There was sharp pain, which lingered as she continued to talk. “Little girls don’t get to talk back or disobey. Now you are going to leave this in your mouth and won’t speak unless spoken to.” I looked over at Beth, who was still frozen. I was really upset with her; however, I knew I had to take the hit for this one.

For the first time in Sarah’s life, she was no longer in control and had no say in how things were going to be handled. Before, if Sarah didn’t want to do something, she didn’t have to. Now there was a rule she had to follow that had consequences. Also, for the first time in Sarah’s life, she didn’t want to be Sarah, she wanted to be a boy again.

Jess grabbed my hand and began to drag me outside again. This time I didn’t fight it, I wasn’t going to get slapped again. “Beth, you stay here. We will give you some free-time from this sicko” Jess said as we exited the house. I was now outside, standing in just a diaper and a bathing suit top. Jess dragged me back through her house and into the back yard.

Everybody stared. I dropped my head, but Minnie Mouse was looking right back at everybody. Jess then crudely summarized the lies that Beth had told her. Everyone was disgusted but Jess’s friends agreed to help her treat me like the baby girl I had always wanted to be. Jess made me take off my top and put my sundress back on. She then led me to her car and piled me in the back with ‘Aunt Chelsea’. ‘Aunt Jess’ and ‘Aunt Janae’ sat up front.

I wasn’t sitting in my carseat for the first time in a long time; however, I had never felt so small. We drove and drove. The girls were all poking fun at me. They asked if I was happy for a girls day or if I was their little princess. These were all phrases I had heard before, sometimes I even felt loved when hearing them, but this time I hated it. We ended up stopping at Target. The girls lef me out of the car and had me sit in the babyseat of the cart. Once again, a routine that I once enjoyed, now made me feel terrible.

They then pushed me into the store, exclaiming loudly that they were excited to take their baby princess shopping and wondered if they needed to change my diapee. They were no longer hiding my situation. We were greeted at the door. When the greeter asked if we needed help, Jess asked where we would find cutesie clothes for their princess.

We were pointed to the girls section. The whole time, they continued to try to draw attention. We finally made it to the girls department. Jess grabbed a Wonderwoman dress from the rack and headed to the fitting room. Jess asked for a room because the princess needed a new dress. The worker chuckled, “Room 3, but only two can go in”. Jess took me into the changing room and ripped off my sundress.

She then slid the new dress over my head. The dress didn’t even cover half of my diaper. Jess said it was perfect. She told me to go out to Auntie Janae and Chelsea. I did as instructed. When I walked out, I heard the worker say, “here he comes”. They oohed and ahhd when I finally got into their sight. I put my head down. “Don’t be shy” Janae remarked. She grabbed my hand and pulled me towards her. She spun me around, causing me to twirl my dress. “Your diaper isn’t even noticeable” the worker said.

We ended up buying the dress. We then drove to the mall, where the girls paraded me around, asking strangers to take our picture, telling them about me, and even changing me in the mall bathroom.  The only reason we left is because the security officer told the girls that I either needed pants or to leave- and that he should give me a citation for indecent exposure. The girls decided to take me home. By the time we were home, it was 8o’clock- which is when I normally get ready for bed.

When we entered the house, Beth was sitting in the living room. She had us all sit down and she told the truth. Apparently while I was gone, they asked her if she wanted to move in with them. She told them that I wasn’t a pervert or a sicko, and while I may be weird, she loved me. She told them that even if it ruined our relationship with them, we were going to stay together. She only left out the part where she also dressed as a child. She finished by saying that if they wanted her around, they were going to have to get used to me being around. It was actually a pretty good speech. Jess asked Beth to follow her up to her room and told her friends she would see them tomorrow.

Beth and I followed Jess to her room. We all sat on the bed and Jess began to ask Beth a lot of questions. I nodded off to sleep.

I woked up in the middle of the night, still on Jess’s bed, between Jess and Beth. Beth handed me a bottle that was sitting on the night stand and told me to try and go back to bed.

When I awoke for good, the Stevens were gone, so Beth took me back to our house and apologized. I haven’t see then Stevens since, but it’ll be interesting to see how our relationship continues.